Yes, I know I've been absconding for a while now. But there were so many things happening around me and I just could not help it. I know I got a lot of scraps on orkut asking me why I haven't written anything as yet and I conveniently deleted them from my scrapbook. And for those who scraped me about my wedding, please spare me, I am not committed to anyone and I do not plan to marry so soon. I deleted those scraps too.
I have nothing special to write actually. I went to the the great SBI Bank near my house today. The person who was printing the pass book was using his middle finger to type. God alone knows why. I mean why the middle finger to type? Wanting to know what is so special about it, I tried to type a few words myself the same way. Trust me, its hilarious!! That actually reminded me of Gaurav playing the game snakes on the cell phone. He plays it with one hand only!! Somewhere in the back of my mind I remembered Jim trying to teach him to use both his hands to play the game!! GOD!!
I just came back from my native place. I like to go when it rains there. Its fantastic. I've got to go back to Ahmedabad. I don't want to. But I have to. But don't be surprised if I quit in a week. I don't want to stay there. It brings a lot of memories to me.
My friends want me to see "Jaane tu ya jaane na". But I don't want to. One of the actors reminds me of a 'friend' of mine. 'Friend' because we no longer talk. And seeing that movie will remind me of all the stupid things we have done together. Its painful. Very painful. Especially since we parted without fighting. And yet there is still a lot of venom inside. No not venom, may be just pain. I don't know. I am not sure.
I had broken my chain, my 16th Birthday gift, sometime in March, March end actually. This time when I was in my native place. My family goldsmith repaired it for me. And it is with me now - again. That makes me smile. I just hope that all that was rent, is repaired and healed. I hope everything I ever lost comes back to me.
God I have to go to Ahmedabad. I don't want to go to Ahmedabad.
Ah, btw, I am allowing all those who have a Google account to post comments. That way a lot of my friends who don't blog can still comment.
Thanks for reading this trash.
