Tuesday, December 28, 2010

A little more

We are but of another clime, I know,
And everywhere I go
The trees, they whisper -
So are the seasons four!

But the seasons they tend,
To have their own way.
Sometimes I wonder,
How do they blend?

The dry winter leaves
Then fly gently at my feet.
Reminding me of the winding winds,
In between the seasons that weave.

How do you do it?
I ask the wind,
Have a little more faith,
Use all your might to cast away doubt,
He said, more importantly,
Dream, but a little more

And my hope, little heaves,
And I smile...
Dream, but a little more.

© Shilpa Maiya

Thursday, December 16, 2010

A guide for grown-ups

All I said was "I don't enjoy my office"

"So stay at home" came the reply from my 10 year old neighbour.

Have I grown up to become weird like them?

Hmm...

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Year Three

Its been three years since I began writing this blog. Sure, I've been very irregular with my posts. I began writing when I lived in Ahmedabad, sometime in Nov 2007, as a way to pass time after work or during the weekends. It was a way to tell my mother a couple of my stories, the people I meet, work etc. That was a time when I never told people I wrote. I was in my closet. Over the years, I have had some of my friends read what I wrote, some happened to just come across it. I remember receiving e-mails from friends telling me that I shouls continue writing, be it good or bad. I take the oppurtunity to thank K, VS, G, CA, AC and others for encouraging me (you better know who the initials stand for!).

I began with the name 'Ithaca' for the love of a story (Since I am not adding links to this post, I suggest you go through the blog archive). But since the story remained incomplete I dropped the name Ithaca. Today, its just 'Tales from nowhere'.

I still think 'Knitting words', 'Cutting Chai' and 'Its Raining Men' are the best posts I have written. But the blog with the most comments is 'On the streets'. On a serious note, I also wrote '61 years and still counting'  which unfortunately did not get many comments, except from one great friend. 'And they lived happily ever after' was a post where I tried to write on how we instill notions into children and how reality is actually different. 'What makes me ''me' was a way of thanking my friends for being around and giving me lessons that I needed at during a particular moment. I am not sure what it means to you, but to me, it was a way of telling my friends 'thanks for being around and lending a helping hand'.

I didn't write very actively during the second year, I guess boredom caught me - I am not sure now, may be it was something else. I have never ever published my poems online, simply because I wasn't comfortable with the idea.Finally I shed my inhibitions and wrote '3 yardsticks' and the 'Shepard's Woes', but I am still not sure I am comfortable with the idea of putting up my poems on the world wide web.

Finally, the most interesting event this year: I went online with my paintings! And I feel fantastic! I have been a little slow on that front, yet - its still something.

At the end of three years, all I want to say its that between 2007 and 2010 - I still had to find inspiration to write. The only thing that has changed is my salary! So Keep reading. And a big Thank You.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

A perfect day

When I hear her sing - the nightingale,
And simply smile reading an e-mail.
When I waltz across,
The halls of my heart,
I must say - its quiet a start!

When the colours of spring,
Etch my eye.
When the hip-hop moves,
Make me feel groovy,
I must say - its some movie!

When the geese are scattered,
All over the skyline.
When there are crackers bursting
Morning, noon and night,
I must say - that is my perfect day!

© Shilpa Maiya

Sunday, October 17, 2010

One always struggles between -

Between right and wrong
Intention and consequence
Purpose and action
The right way and the just way
Everything and nothing

And even if one is lost in the labyrinth
The Mahabharata, says - there is always a middle path!

Ah, isn't it getting a little too arcane here?

Friday, October 8, 2010

Yao Ming is a happy man...

If only I was Yao Ming, I would not have to ‘hop, skip, and jump’!
In a hectic week, I suppose that is all one wishes – to be able to yell SCORE without too much effort, isn’t it?
Brain dead some would say.
But no, body dead and brain alive!
Phew!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Crayons and Felt Pens

This is because I was surprised to find an old friend say - "I didn't know you do this!" Honestly, I was ashamed. And I was told to do something about it. Apart from this, a public blog will force me to do it regularly (especially  knowing how lazy i can get!).  So, here it is -


and Please, spread the word, because i am  averse to facebook and twitter.
and yes of course, I would love to sell some of them too. So please do contact me.

Thanks. :-)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Just another view

By now, I am sure you know that I am a lover of the great Indian epics - Ramayana and the Mahabharata. However, I never seem to get enough of it. I always try to read as much as I can, to get another perspective on these always. And considering there are so many views, its almost become a hobby these days. I know - my friend calls me a dork!

For some time now I have been trying to get insights into the woman who still remains an enigma to me - Sita.  Sita, etched in my brain is a demure lady with lovely eyes and a kind face. She, to me, as I was always taught, was devoted to her husband. That is what every Indian thinks of Sita - the perfect, devoted wife - who did everything to please her husband; even accepted being thrown out of her own house (yes, that's how I'd like to put it).

Of late however, what I have been reading makes me think, and think seriously. I came across this very interesting analysis of Sita a few days ago. It said that Sita was India's first single mother and a person of great strength. An interesting analysis, isn't it? She probably was India's first single mother, but a person of great strength...? I am not too sure about it. Besides I have never thought of her that way, I think that is Ramayan's greatest flaw. In an effort to portray the so called ideal it looses many other details that one would be interested in.I suppose that is because Ramayana is hardly her story. Ramayana is obsessed with Rama killing Ravana, so much so that Sita remains Rama's shadow. But was she just that I tend to ask myself ....

I think there are shades of her character in the book. Considering the young age at which women probably married back then, Sita married at around 13 or 14 and was too young to be able to give her opinion on anything. Yet, don't think it is interesting that Sita should choose to go with her husband to the forest as against staying with her in-laws in Ayodhya? And then of course, there is this 'agni pariksha' that she had to undergo and its something on which everyone has an opinion. I am sure she must have felt slighted, but there was no retort, just acceptance. I've always wondered if that was normal - and I've never got an answer to that one. But I think the incidence did leave a scar in her mind forever. I think so, because she decided to live alone and look after her children. And when she had the opportunity to rejoin her husband, she refused to be hurt anymore and decided to join mother earth instead. Now the words - a character of strength makes more sense, doesn't it?

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Bare Necessities

I started laughing when i read "Leukocyte migration and inflammation", "Major Histocompatibility Comlex" and 'IMViC'!! My my, it sure does sound alien to me like it does to any other engineer out there! And finding these words after 8 years in my closet!

When my sister visited us last year, I thoroughly enjoyed it when my mother made her remove the unwanted books stored in her cupboard. It was so much fun seeing her take a look each book, clean it and keep it back. But I never thought the tables would turn around. And now that the tables have turned, I am not enjoying it one bit. I removed all the books I had stored in one section of my cupboard and imagine finding books that I used in 10th and 12th standard! Phew, that's a lot! Then there were these notebooks right from my first year of B.Sc. I mean I had everything. Sheets of paper on which i had written notes, graphs, experiments, log books, practical books, photocopies... you name it and I had it. I also found a book with my friends name on it. So I called up my friend and the first question I was asked was "Do you have Whitekar?" And while I was wondering which book Whitekar is and what its spelling is, I was kindly reminded that we used it to study fermentation. And yes,  my friend struck gold there. I had it!

In short, I had preserved every antique piece of notes and books as if they meant a lot to me. At the end of the clearing exercise this was the amount of unwanted stuff that I gathered.


As I keep everything in the car so my mom can do away with it and keep a few books to donate to my college I cannot help but wonder about all the clutter in my closet. Have I accumulated clutter in my life too? Like this? I hope not.

"The bare necessities of life will come to you!"

Thankfully for me, my best friend is always around, telling me I need to clear it all - to my mother :-)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

3 yardsticks

I wish I was nice                       
But I am not
I wish I was bad                    
But I cannot be  
I wish I was neutral                         
But I don't want to be!                                           


I wish I made the right choice 
But I can't   
I wish I made the wrong choice
But I would not 
I wish I make no choice at all 
But I am not allowed!

I wish I was brave   
But I am not
I wish I was lily-livered
But I don't want to be
I wish I slipped to being nonentity
But that is not me!


Shilpa Ramesh Maiya (Sakshi)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Pitter-patter

I now call it the 'sibilant music of the rain' or sometimes call it 'ebullient gushings'; depending on my mood. I was in Bombay last Friday when on my GTalk I put up a line that read: 'The sibilant music of the rain and Mumbai Magic!' That is the precise moment when I thought of the title of this blog - 'pitter-patter'!

Ah yes, you got it - Mother Goose and the other rhymes that we sang as children! I was suddenly caught up with "Fire in the Mountain Run Run Run" and "Ring-a-Ring-a-Roses"! But somewhere down the lane all the 'pitter-patter' died and we were chanting "little drops of water, little grains of sand" and even as you read it, I am sure you are completing the rhyme. Yes, I know :-)

Sometime later between Chiti Chiti Bang Bang and the Sound of Music came in 'W. H. Longfellow' as we put it then. And sonnets and ballads became the word-of-the-day. The Romantics came in with William Wordsworth - "And then my heart with pleasure fills and dances with the daffodils"!

Pause. Somewhere down the line you begin to think with an air of nonchalance that Longfellow, Wordsworth etc are stuff read by school children. I thought I was 'uber-cool' because just becuase I was caught up with the other literary buggers that I know of  like Piet Hein and his Grooks and W. H. Auden of late.... Pause again -
I read Longfellow's The Rainy Day again (after eons I guess) and I'll write it down for you:

The day is cold, and dark, and dreary;
It rains, and the wind is never weary;
The vine still clings to the moldering wall,
But at every gust the dead leaves fall,
And the day is dark and dreary.

My life is cold, and dark, and dreary;
It rains, and the wind is never weary;
My thoughts still cling to the moldering Past,
But the hopes of youth fall thick in the blast
And the days are dark and dreary.

Be still, sad heart! and cease repining;
Behind the clouds is the sun still shining;
Thy fate is the common fate of all,
Into each life some rain must fall,
Some days must be dark and dreary.

Now do you call that juvenile?

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Zindagi, or something like that ..

For the first time in life, I hate to admit it - I missed Ahmedabad! I know I must have lost my mind to say this. But its true. And as I say this I know I am contradicting myself. I had to go to Baroda last week and there I was left wondering... Ahmedabad is just three hours away!

Just three hours away --

Remember every night you used to listen to the radio on your cell phone. And every night the advertisements would announce "Amdavadnu radio... aha"!

I know...now I hardly listen to the radio.

Remember walking almost everyday to Himalaya Mall or C G Road just to entertain yourself? Or else knocking Dipti and Saurabh's door saying 'I am hungry'!! Yeah, Saurabh .... and considering he's probably got Pixar and Walt Disney in his stomach! Makes me smile. Or Dipti's good food..

Yeah... I now talk to them 'online' and READ -"Till know that You and I were just "Ape"ing the Aliens
  Guess what Darwin would say
  Must have turned in his grave"

And then seeing 'Welcome to Sajjanpur' when the Lehman Brothers had just shut their doors forever... The whole lot that included Mona, and Leela mam; laughing when probably lots of people across the globe were biting their nails...

Yet I'd say Ahmedabad was boring... lonely at night...

Man - Swati was good! Darpan Academy was even better and so was Gandhi ashram...
My constant companions - Sam and Pushkar. Sitting up late every night and talking gibberish! The best was having no groups. Friends, friends of friends and their friends were all welcome... I don't do that in Pune! Architects, Engineers, MBA grads, Social Science graduates were all together....

But I missed the tekdi there.. I missed 'chaila', 'gadhva' and 'dukkar'! Got sweet 'shak' instead of 'tikhat bhaji'...

But you got to shop!! And the material you got there, you wouldn't get in Pune...

Ah yes, that is true... But Sihagad is so close here or lets say Tamhini or Bhushi dam... All Amdavadis think of is Mount Abu, and for booze I am sure.

But you still miss Ahmedabad... you still miss the rickshaw wala's who put their feet out to indicate they are turning instead of using their hands...

Ah yes, and it still makes me laugh. I do miss it... But my heart screams boring and a sad place and my head  sings 'zindagi kaisi hai paheli'

Chala yete mi
Che
Aujo!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

The Shepard’s Woes

Such is his destiny,
To find the one lamb that he lost,
Leaving the other ninety nine behind!

His little black lamb,
How it whimpered at night,
And dragged tired  by twilight,
His little black lamb!

In search of his destiny,
He marched.
Between the sun and the sand,
The mountains he scaled.
Not once or twice, but thrice,
Over the precipice he fell.

Between anger and pain,
Between pride and shame,
Like a ship without an anchor he sailed,
Not knowing where to stop,
He is lost!

Runic is love.
For between sanity and insanity,
Between fixation and apathy,
Like a wick without a flame,
He is lost!


- Shilpa Ramesh Maiya (Sakshi)
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